I did some soulsearching last night and I've come to some conclusions.
The patreon thing was a dumb idea, I've always disliked it and spending time on it has shown me why. So it's gone.
My thanks go out to the people who were willing to support me, I'm sorry to have wasted some of your time. But I decided it's just not how I want to do things.
Rest assured I didn't take any of your money. I don't like being an attentionwhore, so I'm not going into the why or what.
It probably doesn't leave a good impression that I changed my mind so fast, but oh well.